Hard Times keep coming

Ok so this is not quite finished yet, but it is a start. This poem shows a lot of the anxiety and worrys  I have been feeling lately. With grades and other stresses in my life I need writing to express myself, So tell me what ya think :)

A sigh of relief

The look of defeat

One more thing brings you down

You scream at the top of your voice, but it is as if you didn’t make a sound

You push and push until you feel like you have reached the end

Just to discover the end is never really the end

Hopeless thoughts and wishful dreams

Placid faces and silenced screams

To stop is to surrender to nothing

But to win is to lose everything

I try to reach out, but there is no one there to grab my hand

I crumble. I fall, unable to stand

Tears streak down my face, but in vain

Cause tears can only wash away your face but not your pain

I look somewhere deeper in myself to find my strength

Scared of being drowned in my grief