Dedication

ok..wow..I haven't posted on here in awhile...typically I find myself blogging in times of discord, so I guess it is a good thing that I have been away from my computer for awhile...however this time I write a new entry to remember the many happy occasions that have happened to me since I have last been on here...the last time I posted on her my aunt had just died of cancer and at that time in my life I found myself in an internal conflict between myself and God...however I can now say that I have put that pain behind me...recently I have become engaged to my best friend, Bryan and have been accepted to the Auburn University Harrison's School of Pharmacy...I don't think I can possibly put to words the amount of happiness I have felt these past few months...however starting new chapters means closing old ones off..and leaving Troy and my friends has been...well..bittersweet..I am making a lot of friends in Auburn and reconnecting with some old ones...I know that God has a plan for me in Auburn..I know that pharmacy school will be challenging and I will have to be focused now more than ever..but honestly I can't wait...there is nothing that makes me happier than thinking about all of the tears and stress I will experience this next four years...I know I sound crazy right? But maybe not...one thing my aunt did teach me was that I could do anything as long as I set my mind to it...I remember the last long conversation I had with her was her telling me how proud she was of me..and how I use to be that awkward annoying girl who was just trying so hard to prove herself...and that I have grown into a woman that she was very proud of..ever since then I have been determined to make her proud..So I want to dedicate the next four years of my studies to my Aunt Toni because I know she is looking down on me and helping me along the way...So I leave you with this (but don't think I won't be back, Pharmacy school is going to cause a lot more stress induced writing) Slim says go for your dreams because as long as you try and stay focus you can do anything.